wow, so last night...
wow.
last night, I was watching the 9/11 memorial vid. on the history channel, I was trying to hold back tears.
and my dad says to me (as the second tower is falling down, it fell straight down, btw) he points to the tower and says "do you know how my mom discribed that tower falling down? she said it was like a lady slipping off her dress"

thats the perfect discription, it made me cry.
I think those were the most poetic words my abuela (grandma) ever spoke, especially about the twin towers.


on to a happier topic
MY AMZING BOYFRIEND!
so at lunch were was chillin and he wanted to introduce me to this really cool teacher so we were walking and... and and he grabbed my hand! eep! (this may sound really childish but) I havent held a boys hand since 5th grade...

it was akward at first, but I finally found my fingers weaved between his, and it was perfect.

I still love kissing him, lol.


my only fear, is since this is the fastest I ever moved in a relationship, is that we move too fast (which hasnt happened so far) I'm just kinda nervous I guess, cuz like... what if were at the movies and he, well, idk, tries to make out with, or, feel me up, sorry... but I dunno, it might take a while for me to be totally comfortable with him shoving his *swallows hard* toungue down my throat, or his hand on my *deep breathe* boobage, lol

I mean.
yeah...
ya know?




however, I am TOTALLY okay with kissing him , thats quite nice *dazed*

dreamy
*mmmmmm*